Monday, July 23, 2012

Al-kisah di Bulan Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah...
hari ni genaplah 3 hari berpuasa.

Ramadhan kali ini adalah Ramadhan yang tidak akan berulang lagi kerana Ramadhan kali ini saya berpuasa bersama keluarga di kampung dengan membawa bersama 'latihan industri'.

So, it would be a hectic Ramadhan.
On weekdays, I'll go to office yang kerjanya hanya goyang kaki but it needs a big focus on my mini project. After office hour, saya akan menolong ayah saya di kedai and preparation utk berbuka puasa pula.

On weekend, saya akan sangatlah busy menolong ayah saya dari pagi hingga berbuka puasa and I've to manage my time for doing my research at public library.
At night, I'll try my best to do tarawih at mosque.

At the same time, saya risau tentang hafalan saya pada masa sekarang dan masa akan datang.
Adakah masa untuk saya mengulang Al-Quran jika dalam keadaan situasi sekarang saya sudah rasa letih, penat dan kurangnya masa bersama Al-Quran.
Apatah lagi untuk melalui masa akan datang yang belum tentu kesibukan duniawinya yang macam mana.

Semakin hari, semakin banyak tanggungjawab yang ditaklifkan ke atas setiap insan.
The more we make a day, the more rigorous our responsibilities.


A day before Ramadhan, I make a time to drop by at Mydin Mall MITC during lunch.
surprisingly, I saw sooo many kuih raya.
dah macam pesta kuih raya.hu2.

Puasanya baru hendak bermula esok tapi dah ada lambakan kuih-kiuh raya.
Never mind...
I'll make my Ramadhan as intriguing as possible! :)


Suddenly, I'm just thinking about how nice I have many siblings.
I'm the oldest of seven siblings.
So many kinds of modes.haha


sometimes they make a humour in my life and made me a smile. 
sometimes they make me sad.
A joyful of my life.


My youngest sister, after sahur, she asked my mom to recite a niat.
"ma...niat..." then, my mom will recite a niat and she follows.


Setiap kali nak sahur, kena kejut dyorang ni.
ha...kat sini berliku-liku cabaran nak kejut dyorang.
Baik yang lelaki atau yang perempuan.


Setiap orang berbeza-beza cara nak kejut.
Ade 5 orang adik, kena belajar 5 skill nak kejut dyorang ni.
Memang kecoh pagi-pagi buta.
Rasanya jiran sebelah rumah kteorang dah masak dgr kteorg bising stiap pagi.


Adik saya yang ke-6, kalau nak kejut memang kena angkat badan die sampai dia dlm keadaan duduk.
kalau x bangun jugak, emak saya akan dirikan dia sampai dia sedar betol2.
seksa betol bila nak bangun.
bukan bulan puase je tapi setiap hari kena buat macam tu!


Nasib baik dyorang ni rajin tolong bisnes ayah saya especially bila saya tiada kat rumah.
Alhamdulillah...
Itupun, still bising sesama dyorang..
mana tidaknya, salah ckt buat krj, dah saling salah-menyalahi antara mereka.
masing2 tak nak kena marah dgn big bos la katakan...


"pergh...sebab kau ler ni x jadi..."
"ni apsal jadi camni ni???"
"abes la kau lepas ni kalau ayah tahu..."
"apsal lak aku yang kena??"


kadang-kadang saya yang kena dengar cakap dyorang bila nk tolong ayah.
sebab ayah saya banyak harapkan adik2 saya bila saya tiada kat rumah.
So, when I'm coming, kena ikut cakap bos junior.
Saya la yang kena hambur dek kemarahan dyorang.haha.
buat dek je la. (kakak yg tegar!)

"kak we, buat ni...!" (ayat perintah)
"kak we gi jaga kedai depan." (baru je nak duduk)
"kak we buat macam ni tau.."

cerita bila berbuka pula...


part ni biasa2 je...
saya akan tolong mak saya hidang makanan.
kalau weekend sempat la mak saya nak masak.
klu weekdays, selalunya kteorang beli je.


memang x sempat la kalau nk masak sebab mak saya balik dari bekerja pn dah hampir maghrib.
hanya sempat masak nasi je.
sbb ayah and adik2 sume busy kt kedai bila bulan puase sampai la azan maghrib berkumandang, barula kteorag balik rumah.


bila berbuka...adik2 yang masih kecil yang x jaga kedai, dyorg awal2 lagi akan asingkan makanan favourite dyorang.
azan je masuk, sume berebut-rebut minum air sampai tersedak-sedak.
saya pulak sampai dh x terlayan.
sorang nak air, sorang nk nasi..


"kak we hulurkan air....cpt2."
"kak we, nk nasi.."
"kak we amekkan air basuh tgn..."


adik saya yg ke-5 saya gelarkan sebagai CFO (Chief Financial Officer)-eh,betul ke istilah dia?
dialah yg akan pegang duit jualan setiap hari and planning for the next day.
biasanya, dia yg akan abes mknan awal sebab tugas dia yg seterusnya ialah mengira duit jualan.


saya plak akan tanya dia setiap kali abes je kira duit.
kteorang yang belum abes mkn lg, akan cpt2 buat kesimpulan.


"eh, nape hari ni jualan kurang?"
"hari ni kan hujan..x ramai yang nak kuar rumah.."


"tadi masak buat berapa tong air?"
bila bulan puasa, kteorang buat air kadang2 hampir mencecah belasan tong air bersamaan satu guni kacang soya.


"maksudnya, esok kena buat byk lg sbb permintaan hari pertama sangat memberangsangkan"


"ok, big bos!"


gambar ni diambil semasa tahun 2009. kteorg mmg susah nk amek gmbr sekeluarga.ni pn still x lengkap family kami.


hah...begitulah ceritanya kami sekeluarga di bulan Ramadhan.
Ade pahit, ade manis.he2.
jumpa next entri ye.~

Thursday, July 19, 2012

The Most Spectacular Food Fiesta Month!



Alhamdulillah...
finally, Allah give me a chance to meet with this year's ramadhan.
i'm always think and afraid that if i don't have a chance to meet ramadhan this year.
nauzubillahiminzalik...

this year is the 2nd time i celebrate the whole ramadhan with my family.
i have to make a month to spend my time with my family.

Ramadhan,
month that already mentioned in Holy Quran.
consist of lailatul qadr inside it.

All muslims are fighting for the rewards.
tarawih, sahur, ifthor, tadarus....

our daily routine will change 360 degree.

syaitan dan iblis tiada. tapi....
orang yang berperangai seperti syaitan masih bejalan di atas muka bumi.

perokok-perokok berkurangan di siang hari walaunpun masih ada segelintir yg merokok pada bulan puasa.

masjid dan surau dipenuhi sehingga terpaksa memuntahkan umat Islam terutama di malam pertama bulan Ramadhan.

Ramadhan, di mana keuntungan peniaga-peniaga di pasar malam, bazar ramadhan dan seantero Malaysia melebihi gaji sebulan mereka yang makan gaji.

hospital dan klinik juga yang rugi
kerana apa?
kerana kurang pesakit.
sebab berpuasa mampu meningkatkan kesihatan tubuh badan.

tak percaya?
tanyalah doktor-doktor di setiap hospital dan klinik.

orang yang tak pakai tudung pun boleh terbuka hati untuk pakai tudung
walaupun untuk sebulan sahaja...

Sebelum Ramadhan lg, iklan2 kt tv dh ada promosi jualan aidilfitri.
untung berganda2 la syarikat pengiklanan.
tak tau la semangat untuk ramadhan atau semangat untuk syawal...

bulan puasa ni la,sume orang Islam akan hafal takwim solat maghrib.
solat zohor? solat asar? solat subuh? (jwb sendiri)

dan bulan ramadhan ni la orang akan ingat tarikh mengikut tahun hijrah.
bkn setakat kalendar hijrah je, tapi kalendar masihi pn skali.

semoga kita istiqamah dalam melakukan ibadah. bukan setakat bulan puasa shj tp secara berterusan.

percayalah...
jika anda dapat meneruskan ibadah2 yg dilakukan sepjg bulan puasa, nescaya ibadah puasa anda akan diterima dan diredhai oleh Allah.

itu menunjukkan anda tidak hipokrit dlm beribadah..

happy Ramadhan!



Thursday, July 12, 2012

"tourism" versus "illegitimate child"

you will see that this topic doesn't has a relationship at all. 
but...
it's really important to me for the sake of my mini project.
my lecturer will visit me here on 20th july.


my supervisor just gave me a data yesterday (11th july) regarding the number of illegitimate child in melaka.
he gave me the number of illegitimate child birth in year 2002-2012.
but i've already designed my mini project about tourism.


wow...!
it's a challenge for me because i need to follow what my supervisor want.
and me myself have to follow what my lecturer want too.


rse mcm btol2 nk jd journalist. it's my dream...


the topic that my supervisor given to me was quite challenge and interesting!
he want a story behind this data.
means.. he want to know how it can happened.
the cause and effect....
the background of the parents,bla...bla..bla...


i've already explained  to him that i need to apply what i've learnt from statistic.
i've also do a discussion with kak farah who is one of the staff here.
she also recommended to me to do a tourism since upen has many data about tourism...


I can't say "no" to him because I need to be professional and take as a challenge by doing that task.
professional is one of my principle when doing my work.


hurm...
klu ikutkan nk buat yg senang je sbb dh kesuntukan masa dh ni...


so...what's gonna to do?
if i could, i want to do both!
buat sampai jadi!


 went to book store to buy something after my office hour yesterday.
incidentally, i found a book entitled "buat sampai jadi!" by Dr. HM Tuah.
Hopefully, this book may help me to motivate me to complete my mini project.


i'm still searching the info regarding the illegitimate child.
huh!
mcm nk wt tesis dh...
rabbi yassir, Ya Rabb~



dilemma~

Friday, July 6, 2012

INDUSTRIAL TRAINING



Today is my 3rd week of industrial training (IT).

On the 1st day, I was reported to Pejabat Pengurusan Sumber Manusia (PSM).

Nothing to do in this office, just waiting for my placement for industrial training.

Fuhh…so tired even it was just waiting purposes!

I was arrived at this office since 8am and I thought I can know my placement on the spot but I was wrong.

All my classmates already reported to their own places and officially started their industrial training.

My mom already informed me before I started my IT.
cuak,nervous,takut,...sume ade! all in one!

My mom said she was called this office to confirm my placement and she said that I  might be placed at Unit Perancang Ekonomi (UPEN) Melaka.

And I'm still doesn't believe it 100%  because I was confused the statement from IIUM management and my mom's statement as Melaka government staff.

whatever la...just follow what the letter said.

finally, I got the placement at UPEN.

so many views from my mom's friend about UPEN.haha.
but they unable to influence me.

what they said?

# UPEN???kat sana slalunye busy tau...kau kne bertahan sikit la..
# sesuai ke praktikal kat sana?takut kau x larat je...
# hmm...buat yang terbaik!
# upen,mencabar sikit kerja die..

Even my mom also was influenced by them.naik risau die.haha.aduhai...sapa yg nk praktikal ni?
"never mind..that's only their opinion.yg nk praktikalnya aku", I'm whispered.

I don't want to loose from these challenges!
because I know this is my time to grab this opportunity for the sake of my future....
actually, I like challenges...

the next morning, I reported to UPEN at Seri Negeri.
Actually, it was the same place with PSM but it located at the different block.

My mom accompanied me until I was called to meet the staff.
I was nervous when start entering the office but while waiting the staff that I had to meet, it become normal.

the staff brought me to see head of department and HOD assigned me which unit I will undergo after asking me some questions (mcm nk interview krj.hu2).

she assigned me at sectoral division for the 1st month and the rest will be in analysis division.

a week i was there, so many things I learnt.
from the way to answer a phone call until the way to manage a meeting.

All staffs here were very friendly and cheerful.
the environment made me enjoyable in the world of working.

but the sadness was come to me when I was no longer in this division.
I was asked to transfer to analysis division earlier from the expected time because some practical students will do their practical at this division.

so, i got a new supervisor and this division located at the same building with PSM.
this office is occupied by not more than 10 staffs. it's very few staffs.
different environment with the first division.
silent always accompanied me.

but this division is suitable for me to do a statistics work.
fate doesn't meant to me because our statistician here has maternity leave.
I could meet her for the 2nd day I reported to this division only.

Alhamdulillah....
so far, I still undergo my industrial training as normal.
not so challenges what people has said.
and for the 2nd week in this division, I always do my own work only.
no heavy work as the sectoral division.